I've been good for a week, and then yesterday I relapsed and binged, but I was able to convince myself to not purge. And then, the second shoe dropped and I binged hard today and now I am so disgusted with myself that I just took 7 laxatives.
I am worthless.
I hate myself.
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Oh, Rinoa, I'm so sorry you're struggling. I would like to point out, for the record, that you're not worthless in any way, shape or form. It scares me that you purge like you do, but I'm glad you don't keep it a secret, at least. I had a feeling right now might be an especially stressful time for you. If you need anything, please call me. I still remember how to be a crisis counselor, I promise. And regardless of how you think of yourself, I still love you.
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